Monday, May 28, 2007

And God said let there be light...

The shutters let in the light, mellow at first, warm and dewy with that delicious thrill of the early morning breeze, that sharp nippy air, in an instant so cold that it brought goose pimples and a wild burst of euphoria.

The night air had been warm and stuffy, but now she loved the cool feel of the pillow against her skin. That brief steamy grayness flecked with gold, like someone spraying grey ink on the canvas of a long forgotten painting..that of a tempest..smoothening it out, so that the waves looked calm and still and the occasional ripples of gold as they glowed in the sun only held promise..

She shut her eyes to that image and held on to that promise….

But the light was too harsh… too demanding…too fraught with worry..restless with the guilt of unfulfilled promises..

And the day wore on dull and listless..the air smelled dank…heavy with despair..

She closed the shutters as the evening approached and the wind …as restless as ever was lashing out with a wild frenzy…And she waited. Her thoughts were dark and brooding, mirroring the transition of the world from a hazy practical blue to a slate grey…dark and obscuring…comforting and she grew calmer as if lulled into a false sense of security..enveloped and hidden by the fast approaching gloom..She found solace in that gloom..

But the sharp flicker of the street lights being turned on, the unforgiving orange glow which hurt her eyes and drew out beads of frustration, that sharp jolt back to reality..the snapping of a thread

It was night again..

19 comments:

Anonymous said...

You shine the brightest in day or night.
Does even the sun know that it blinds the world?

Anonymous said...

The Tara-RPPM review was really good. but the latest blog should really come with a warning! :D
Even Eco felt simple compared to it ;p

Arjun Raj said...

I can totally relate with this post. My girlfriend helped me get over this exact same phase. You should try the same. Get dark curtains for the windows. ;)
he he.. kidding..

Anonymous said...

as G said .. prev post was hilarious ...this one ...

!!!????!?!?!?!

- Ruchita

ishmi said...

oh! soo beautiful!

:)

Amit Raj Bathla said...

Great post

the Monk said...

now, that was a good read...

Satish Bhat said...

Interesting allegory and very apt at that!

Anonymous said...

i found it very mature. good going.

The sleepy activist said...

how often i have been jolted back to reality n wakefulness by the night lights :D .. the day has passed, and u may hazard stepping out now and hope things remain uneventful .. ok this is all nonsense.. i came across ur blog and really liked this post.. nice!

Swati said...

common thought..
its okay.

Unknown said...

Whoa...what happened here? A natural calamity? An act of god? Where are all the posts? Looks like I missed something during the time I've been away.

Unknown said...

Emotions...Nostalgia...I started reading a blog...but soon I was transported into the world of her feelings of a moment...Dunno if it was meant for public...touching never-the-less... I could see her re-living a pleasant memory...a bit sad that it was gone...an effort to pour out a heavy heart...moist eyes?? Not too sure... but something close...so very close...

Leaves many a questions unanswered...Why...

Gimmie more....

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Namrata Mishra said...

I had been underground fr sometime now n hardly gt time to visit the blog..I promise to update it regulary now:D..but thanks fr taking the time out to comment..n keep visiting:)

Vivek said...

feeling all down I opened this post and what a relief I got...can not describe in words...really I mean it..i always thought this to be your best post ...lived the calmness , the peace,lived the day in a moment... and again and again...

just wish you can find your time and write...so(much) waiting to see your next post...

you have a great day,
--Vivek

Vivek said...

feeling all down I opened this post and what a relief I got...can not describe in words...really I mean it..i always thought this to be your best post ...lived the calmness , the peace,lived the day in a moment... and again and again...

just wish you can find your time and write...so(much) waiting to see your next post...

you have a great day,
--Vivek

Vivek said...

feeling all down I opened this post and what a relief I got...can not describe in words...really I mean it..i always thought this to be your best post ...lived the calmness , the peace,lived the day in a moment... and again and again...

just wish you can find your time and write...so(much) waiting to see your next post...

you have a great day,
--Vivek