Sunday, March 04, 2007

Of colors and people

The last few days have been a whirlwind with my getting into ISB, and hence coming in contact with a wonderful bunch of people. Its interesting how people can find a connection..
You would have a colleague or a batch mate you hardly interacted with, and you meet him in the next college you go to, and u meet him with elation, with uninhibited warmth. Its familiar and the familiar is always comforting. But there is also the bond which forms when u spend 4 years in the same environment without ever talking to each other.
It is the same bond which forms, when you meet people who have read the same books which u did and liked the same characters. You feel you can relate to these people better.Its amazing how happy we get when we find someone from our city in another country..u immediately have expectations..u feel familiar , you feel u hv a bond, so u naturally expect.The same person in ur own city.... u may never speak to him..he was just not your type..
All of us are basically more alike than we ever imagined. We can find familiar ground with almost everyone.

And the rest is just colors.
I cant imagine a life which is black and white...a life which is devoid of colour.For colours are emotions.....
Green...the golf courses in the hill stations you walked on…. invigorated, intoxicated, absently admiring the dark green of the thicket in the distance, …u feel alive ..ur thoughts are vibrant ,refreshing, fertile , ur thoughts are green....
Blue ...the sky on the morning of the anticipated day..when you wake up early..and look out of the window devoid of thoughts and worries..like you havent done in a long time…
The denim of ur favourite pair of jeans..tossed carelessly after returning from an exciting evening..whn ur excited to get on the phone..
The mottled colour of the sea..striking against the cliff, which u dream about....
The frothy milky blue which hits the beach on ur vacation..
The royal blue of the ink which smudges over, after u sign ur name with a flourish..
Red..the original colour of the flames before it lashes against the yellow and the blue ..the warmth of ur face when u sit too close...the colour of ur skin when u switch off the lights..and put ur hand close to that flame.
The orange glow which bathes everything on tht candle lit evening, the slate gray of the sky on the morning that it rains..of the pullover that u wear to work..hassled and depressed..the colour of the day that stretches before you…lifeless and dull….
The colour of the world when u get into an airplane and of ur thoughts when u close ur eyes during take off..and imagine urself on a giant roundabout, which pushes u higher and higher and at the same time backward, the more u tilt u head...
The sky is grey and ur that tiny black speck, on that roller coaster. U open ur eyes and the lights are dimmed, the early morning world is grey and white. Yellow... the shaft of the sunlight which comes in when u open the shutter, the delicious warmth which spreads over and ur thoughts..yellow and mellow, warm lazy and honey coloured….
Black..of the purses, and wallets, of the cellphones and diaries, of ur thoughts concise and business like.
Of when u shut yourself from the rest … and imagine the darkness swallowing u..
Of rose tinted perfume bottles, and pretty pink slippers, of roses and lilies, and of ur viewing the world though tinted glasses…pink and careless, bubbly and happy.
Dark brown of the chocolate and coffee…indulging, stimulating….and of ur senses…excited, energetic, earthy and brown
Of purple capes and hats in the fantasy stories….of jewels set in gold and silver of the shiny new cars...making u feel royal and powerful..

The maker sits with a blank canvas. He dips his brush into the Red paint, and scrawls across the page with a vehemence. Anger, passion ,pain and sorrow spew forth.
Orange from the easel, milder and wiser, signifying the wisdom of centuries, abstinence and determination. The Yellow of the sun, the giver of light and warmth, and the Green of the trees, spawning fertility.The Blues and the Indigos, almost indistinct, spurring aspiration and harmony. The magic and aura, of that smattering of the mysterious Violet.

The maker doesn’t have the perfect creation. But he does have a rainbow. And the rainbow is hope.

13 comments:

pk said...

Your blog is nice to read Namrata. And your sudden switch to colors has been surprising. I did go through that part and it before I realise, I am smiling. But then, is it realy about colors? I think the life was in those small things that you recalled with the colors.
Your expressions has been nice and enjoy life. I bet you too.

Regards,
Praveen

Unknown said...

Ah, I liked the piece anyway, but you ended on something I hold very dear to myself. A hope.

Namrata Mishra said...

Thnk u praveen..glad u liked it..n yea akshat..ideas:D

ishmi said...

Lovely piece Namrata! Absolutely beautiful! Held me spellbound for the time I read it and even after! :)
Keep writing!

Namrata Mishra said...

hey maneesha!!! thnk u:D

Piyush said...

Namrata
Welcome to ISB
Good to see good bloggers comin in when a whole bunch of oldies are leavin with the class of 2007.
All the best for the year ahead !

Unknown said...

Yeah, colors colors and more colors to tell more stories. Great writeup Namrata...every shade and variation opens up new emotions and sensibilities...even the shades of grey have meanings of their own

Namrata Mishra said...

Hey piyush and upanishad..Thnks a lot for the comments, really encouraging:)Keep visiting though:)

Mathan said...

Well it is pandora's paradox right? After unleashing all the demons into the world of men..Pandora opened the box one more time thinking what else could come, possibly worse than what was already unleashed? Out came "Hope"!

Mathan said...

Well it is pandora's paradox right? After unleashing all the demons into the world of men..Pandora opened the box one more time thinking what else could come, possibly worse than what was already unleashed? Out came "Hope"!

maninthemirror said...

very nice.. Wish I had that talent to take everyone through a tour of my thoughts via words.. You have it.. keep writing..

Unknown said...

Life is Black. Nice work. although i must admit... (and having read ur next post i know i am now going to pass judgment and hence i am Santan himself) meeting someone from my own city normally freaks me out. I'd prefer people from another country... planet even...
Ah well... the last real friend i had was from Singapore... Ta... and yea... u could say u gotta a fan here..

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